I paint to give me something to look at and ponder. It is the only place where I can set up a problem and solve it all by myself. The act of painting determines the direction I will take and I get to the imagery via a combination of addition and editing. I work for a rather long time to determine the visual logic of the piece and then the answers begin to arise.
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| The Unbuilders 24" by 24" |
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I don't come in with any ideas and I patiently wait for the painting to work with me to find the story. It is a mutual effort. It helps to have several pieces going on at once. If I get too hung up on a particular painting I will not progress so I must let go and I give my attention to the next one. This also prevents me form painting over an entire finished work which has happened before. After devoting a lot of time to one painting I can literally get sick of the sight of it. I have to detach from it in order to see it with fresh eyes at a later date.
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| Refugees 14" by 16" |
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It is important to me that nothing look overworked; the colors need to remain fresh. Working in this spontaneous and intuitive way I am always able to surprise myself. There is always something new happening and though there is a visual language that ties all my work together I never feel like I am repeating myself or traipsing over old ground.
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| Plez Va Ivan Generalic 48" by 36" |
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Once the imagery has arrived I am still primarily concentrating on all the formal aspects of the painting. It is not until very late in the process and sometimes long after a painting has been completed that I can actually read the content. Often times it is what a viewer tells me about what they see in a piece that gives me a better understanding. Painting is my problem solving without words. Sort of like a visual math.
It is all of this, and more. It is speaking another language, capable of concepts not expressible in others... in effect it's own 100 words for snow. Your description of your process aroused the echoes of my own.
ReplyDeleteYes. There is much more to it but this explanation of what drives me to keep at it is the bone of the matter. Much of it is very personal and impossible to explain. I am just always amazed at how the painting acts on me just as much as I act on it. There is a marrow within the bone which can not be spoken.
ReplyDeleteGreat post Cathie. I like the desciption of setting up a problem to solve. It is just like that and that's why it can be so demanding yet so very rewarding when it's working.
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Thanks Jess - and don't forget frustrating :)
ReplyDeleteWonderful post-loved your description of finding your way through the painting process.
ReplyDeleteThank you Lisa. I am trying to have a dialogue with myself about painting. Well actually I already have the dialogue almost daily but I am trying to record it in writing.
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